I feel like I’m just slowly pushing you away. I guess it’s just when it finally comes down to the end, I won’t be in as much pain. It’s not intentional, and I’m trying to save us. It doesn’t even seem like you find joy in talking to me anymore, it’s moreso just comfort to know that I’m still here. I know it’s not going to work out, and you seem like you are already moving on anyways. Friendships won’t last with these lingering feelings. Although, these feelings will eventually fade too. Slowly, but surely.